Do you know who you really are?
How did you get put in the box you are in?
Is there someone else inside you that needs to be expressed?
Self examination, life's precious gift to know one's self.
Today I saw Six Degrees of Separation. In this movie a young man pretended/imagined his way into the lives of several prominent families only to be part of a world he was not born into. His fate was, for many of us, familiar.
This monologue was the most significant:
"The imagination has been moved out of the realm of being our link, our most personal link with our inner lives and the world outside that world and the world we share.
What is schizophrenia but a horrifying state where what's in here(head) doesn't match with what's out there.
Why has imagination become a synonym for style... I believe that imagination is the passport we create to take us into the real world. I believe that the Imagination is just another word for what is most uniquely us.
Jung said"The greatest sin is to be unconscious." Holden says "What scares me most is the other guy's face. It wouldn't be so bad if you could both be blindfolded" Most of the time the face that we face is not the other guy's, but our own face.
And it is the worst kind of yellowness to be so scared of yourself that you put blindfolds on rather than deal with yourself.
To face ourselves---that's the hard thing. The imagination--that's God's gift to make the act of self examination bearable."
In me there is a teacher, a lover of knowledge, proficient in many genera, experienced in many fields, but the door was closed because I am dyslexic. I can't spell. Teachers need to spell correctly; this was the first door that slammed in my face.
The door is closed to me who loves the "art" of teaching and the inspiration of knowing that you can share this love, but for those who can follow a line it is open. Many times they shoot down people like me by telling us we ask too many questions. The threat is that we want to know more than they themselves know.
I am not saying that all doors should be opened, for there are many who do not know and need to be instructed. But, so many of us who genuinely love learning, God, creativity, spontaneity, and life are stifled by those who have not the capacity to enjoy the reality of these themselves. They are in control in order to keep "knowing" under their rigid level of understanding. They should rather be guiding us to go beyond the rote to the abstract that created the rote, thus opening the door to go further rather than only knowing what others have said.
However, these same "limiters" venerate those lovers of life...artists, writers, poets etc... while at the same time try to kill their joy by analyzing their lives and quantifying their work and then closing doors to their participation by finding fault.
Thank God I do not accept their limits, but, boy is it hard to feel OK in a world with these circumstances.